The last entry I wrote sounded so mechanical that I am beginning to wonder if this means I am really losing that creative part of my brain due to the minor brain damage that I have suffered working in this passive and non-creative-go-men environment or it’s really just a typical malady suffered by any 29 year old wannabe-writer who hasn’t written anything worth talking / mentioning about since his /her last writing assignment about two or three years ago.

Maybe I should just forget about wanting to be a writer. I just don’t see how it could work for me anymore.