There is so much to say. But I’ll just keep some depressing stuff to myself. Well, maybe I’ll share a little… Someone’s been trying to imply to me that because I am a PLUMS graduate, my IT Degree almost equals to nothing! I should be sad to hear this. After all, I did struggle very very hard to complete my degree and I did it while I work my ass off trying to pay off my tuition fees without any financial help from anyone! And while I was trying to complete this degree, my mother died. I wasn’t even there beside her in her last moments because I was too busy, juggling work and school and everything! So when she died, I went to hell and back. I went through depression and thought that the only way I could redeem myself for not being there for my mother was by hurting myself. So I cut just so i could see blood and cried out all my tears. For a while I even thought about dropping out. But amazingly, I managed to glue pieces of myself back together again and forced myself to persevere!!! So, I don’t really care what people think. I am not even bothered that people think that my IT degree is useless or whatever. For me, it’s something that I achieved. A journey that I completed. I know what I did. I don’t need to prove myself to anyone.
Haish. Depressing Huh? Please have amnesia after reading this. I pwomise my next entry will be less depressing.